Soon a cuckold session 4…

J-2 before this famous meeting of cuckolding.
This is now 4 days that I masturbated more and that my companion has most touched me.
Strangely, I'm less excited physically to my amazement !
Indeed so psychologically I don't stop to think, physically I'm less excited because not of all solicite.
I'm starting to understand why the monks do not have the right to masturbate because after a certain time, you have no physical desire and only your mind wanders.

Unfortunately it is a bit the opposite effect of what I hoped that happens this week.! I was expecting to be hyper as a lunatic, to not be able to control me, to become crazy… In fact none of this.

Tuesday when my companion took care of me humiliating me with the scotch and the dildo belt, I'll be thrown at his feet, I would have done anything for her.

But apart from that time and 2 or 3 small reflections, there this Cuckold submitted status maintenance.
Warning I do throw the stone to anyone because between labour, fatigue and the events it is not always easy to play. I do it very well , but everyone cannot get there like me I think.

The other problem is that my gender was not at all asked. No masturbation forced without enjoyment or order me masturbate without ejaculating, not sexual frustration.
More as I am very cerebral, I need to feel under the influence of my companion and in this scenario there, her lover. Gold I have so far had no contact with her lover and I see no exchange between them, Therefore the side “relationship between them” being non-existent, This does not excite me.

In addition we are talking about any appointment. I do not know if as soon as it happens we start all to play or if it will take the time to drink a glass to get to know. I do not know more where, When and how I will be able to place the cameras to film. I do not know if they decided to held that each will be and especially that of my companion and who will choose it for her.

Brief of the soundbites on this topic that could be distilled from time to time to raise the pressure and show me that I'm just an object to their service and they decide everything.
 At the moment it is too abstract to make this exciting.

I think that between today and tomorrow things will start moving a little. But it is interesting to experience this to see just how the 3 protagonists react to light the day !
The experience is so rewarding and yet exciting at the moment.
I'll keep you well abreast of the sequence of events…