A review and table of the points of this strange year

Amantelilli a goddess to me, a sexual object for all other men

The year 2020 is coming to an end. It's been a tough year for everyone. All these events have changed the way we live, to think and can be refocused our priorities. Obviously the libertinism took a big hit this year. I am not going to debate here the merits or not of continuing to libertine in these troubled times. On the other hand, it is clear that for our couple it has had a big impact. Indeed no Cap d'Agde this year and a reduced libertine activity. At the very beginning of the year i.e. on 1 January at 00:30 a GB at the’Abso Spa, followed at the end of January by our last Gangbang of the year with Adeline. We had 4 encounters with single men and 1 Hotwife meeting in June. End of the libertine part ! It's our common choice not to have done more in the light of the pandemic.

Amantelilli in the middle of GangBang

On the other hand, it has an indirect impact on the famous table of points that I create each year for Amantelilli. Moreover, on this subject a clarification is needed.

I have 2 passions in my life. The first is my wife Amantelilli. She's everything to me., it's my source of life, my oxygen, my reason for living on earth. I only want her happiness and offer her the best possible life.

My second passion is sex. I'm a real sexual obsessive and I've always been. For me it's vital. I'm putting this on the same level as eating., drinking and sleeping. Without one of these 3 elements I wither. For sex it's the same. If I don't have one, I live very badly, I'm in pain, I'm slowly dying. When I talk about sex, I mean a sexual atmosphere, to think about it, to live it, not necessarily to practice it. Have sex only on Saturdays and Sundays and nothing more for the rest of the week even without a purely sexual act, it's not something viable in the long run for me. I know this is the case for many couples through their lives, work, children but for me it's unthinkable. That's why I created this table of points and also established in agreement with my sweet to divide the month in 2 Parties, 15 days (matching my wife's rules) where I am his submissive and 15 days when Amantelilli is my sex toy. This allows everyone to express their sexuality and also normally allow them to surpass themselves, to move forward, always progress in our sexuality and to have a little sexual atmosphere at all times.

Amantelilli treated like a by her lovers

This table was very based on libertine encounters. So I changed it at the beginning of the year to adapt to the situation. You should know that it takes me a sick time to have the ideas, to adapt them, to look back to find out what we've already done, what pleased, what displeased. I'm under a lot of pressure because it has to be accepted by Amantelilli, whether it's a mixture of what we've already done and also something new, that it brings us chills, fun, surpassing oneself and tons of orgasms. I cultivate myself on all possible and existing sexual practices in the world. I end up with a huge sexual culture and I know that I unfortunately won't have enough of a life to explore everything, try it all. For my part I now have no limits except of course children and animals it goes either. So my field of possibilities is virtually unlimited. Everything is imaginable, everything is possible, from the softest practice to the hardest, from the cutest to the most perverse, no matter how many, the gender of the actors and the situation. In our relationship, it's Amantelilli that limits practices. She's the one who has barriers and I always respect. We've always been at his pace in our sexuality. You should know that it will never force itself to do anything. Even though it's a practice I love, that drives me crazy, if he doesn't like it, if she doesn't want to, she won't do it even if it makes me happy. So it's up to me to adapt to his sexuality, to his desires. I put his cravings way ahead of mine..

So this year I adapted this painting to his desires, the situation and what was going on in our games in the past. A big headache but I gladly do so that we always have this little sexual madness in our relationship. So I focused a lot on the outfits that’Amantelilli could wear outdoors. Sexy outfits like wearing transparent tops without throat support, wear very short skirts or dresses that constantly reveal the garter of the stockings, or short shorts, etc… In short, the outfits that were easily weared Amantelilli in the past even without any challenge and who always delighted me, because seeing all the men watching her move when you're at the restaurant and she walks through the room to go to the toilet, it's a moment of pure happiness for me as for her, assuming her status as a very feminine woman.

Amantelilli wearing a transparent top at the restaurant

Amantelilli freely showing lace from her stockings at the bar

Amantelilli in very short shorts in the middle of the park in public

This did not bring the number of points I was hoping for as it came out only 2 transparent top times and nothing more. She had the opportunity to earn a lot more without too much effort but this was not the case. We must also remember that we were not able to get out as we wanted with the containment and also that she had tendinitis that literally blocked her at home and also prevented her from wearing heels, but nevertheless there were a few possible opportunities.

Of course for practices, anything related to is banned by Amantelilli. On her of course because it is a practice that hurts her but also on me. She doesn't like the games around this topic. I was very lucky that she introduced me to pegging a day ago 1 year. It was very intense for me. It's something very, very painful and also humiliating. I really like this practice because it completely destroys me, both physically and mentally. Telling me it was easy for her to win, I had put a lot of points on this subject but as it does not tempt her, it did not take advantage of it. Yet it was enough that she asked me to plug me or even goder me without doing anything, just watching me suffer and humiliate me, and then again it was easy points to win.

In the middle of a pegging session Amantelilli

Yet it was enough that she asked me to plug me or even goder me without anything and again it was easy points to win. Webcams, Remote games, pandemic forces. I had the joy of seeing her do a webcam, not without when I ask, but it went great, she enjoyed it. But not enough for her to want to start over and earn lots of points in this area.

I had also thought of my BDSM-type dominance, sexual control, request for masturbation, humiliation. Opportunities for her to easily earn points. See the scenario, she plays animal crossing, barely looks up at me and asks me to masturbate stupidly while she plays, then here it is 2000 Easy winning points ! Or she just orders me not to make me enjoy and bing ! Points earned ! But no it's not his thing and therefore no game.

Feel the heels d’Amantelilli tucked into my flesh, I love it

The cuckolding side that I really appreciate could have earned him points but the few encounters that were made because of the situation, were focused on candaulism rather than cuckolding. Unable to make plurality or gangbang, Amantelilli prefers candail games than cuckold games, it is therefore clear that the meetings naturally oriented in this direction.

In the end, it still managed to no longer be negative but not positive either. Let's say she saved the furniture for now as I write this article. Where she won a lot of points is of course the few meetings we have made and also the physical domination, sadistic about me. For meetings its evolution is obvious. She really lets go with her lovers, accept more and more things and have even more fun than before. In the past, she could get caught during 20 minutes and after saying stop because it was starting to “Heat” as she says at the level of her sex. Now a beastly sex part of 1 hour no longer scares him. It's a wonderful evolution. In exhibitions too there is a nice progression. Amantelilli now doing flashing just about everywhere, especially in remarkable places. It also makes more exhibitions at risk. It's a beautiful way to showcase your beautiful body.

Amantelilli naked on a road in the eyes of all

The first period of confinement was for me the craziest sexual period of the year. That was awesome, we played sexually almost every day, it was intense, Innovative, Of, moments of exception. The few meetings we managed to make were also excellent. On the other hand, the rest has been more sexually difficult to live with and this anxious atmosphere does not help us to flourish. It's hard to splurge with an atmosphere like that.

The greatest sexual advance’Amantelilli this year has been the re-emphasize of his sadistic side. After hoping that she plays the BDSM side and controls my sexuality it is finally her sadistic side that prevailed. Again I had to evolve to be able to live up to it and make him want to continue in this way, since it seems to interest him. From submissive I switched to masochist. even though it's an area I know very, very well, since this change I watch tons of videos where men are tortured by Domina. I imagine myself in the place of these men and I wonder how far I can go in masochism, knowing that as for the rest of my life I am an extreme person. I'm also growing on Twitter professional Domina see very savvy amateurs. I also physically took charge, I've been playing sports and trying to make my body look a little more, all this to make him want to take an interest sadistically. It's clearly more for me to be “appetizing to sexually use” for Amantelilli that I've been playing sports only for myself. I have the idea that it is more exciting for a sadistic Domina to destroy and torture a physically more beautiful body. I also by sport, reworked my mind to endure even more pain, suffering, to serve her and make her want to take care of me.

Be at the mercy of’Amantelilli, ready to suffer for his sadistic pleasure

Remarkable fact, in another area, what's fantastic with Amantelilli compared to other women, it's the will she has every weekend to put me in full view with her outfits. Where some women end up in pajamas or tracksuits on Sundays under duvets not styled and unprepared, Amantelilli dazzles her outfits my life on weekends. She also shares some shots on twitter. It's magical and it's a moment I've been waiting for all week. In this I have an incredible chance to live with a woman like that.

Holding the weekend for Amantelilli

We are coming to a time of year when normally I start building the scoreboard for the following year. Looking back I wonder what I'm going to put in this picture. I think that 2021 alas will be in the same style as 2020 pandemic side. I am always afraid that the creation of this table may still be a source of “ralou” (the “ralou” is when my sweet and sweet wife turns into a Mordor dwarf and grumbles by reading my game proposals) and I might fall by again on my proposals as was the case this year, but on the other side if I don't, I'm afraid that there is no longer this little challenge that spice up our daily lives a little, I'm afraid it will make it more difficult to maintain this necessary sexual tension for me anyway. And then at the beginning when we started these paintings, the challenges side were very appealing to Amantelilli.

I did, however, make the big mistake of putting too many possible challenges. I had fallen into the extreme by putting more 170 challenges to be realized. It became impossible to manage as many as they had.

Amantelilli torturing my sex

By making these 2 Findings, I would have to make a picture with very few challenges but achievable several times, and only the challenges that’Amantelilli is sure to achieve without too much effort. But under these conditions, this painting no longer has too much reason to be. I'm afraid this chart revolves around my physical submission/Maso, it would be a pity because there are so many areas to explore… I was still considering some possible actions on the taboo subjects of’Amantelilli like pegging, saliva games, anulingus, webcams in case a miracle happens but without much hope. In short I'll have to adapt this and I'll see what I'm going to do. Unless’Amantelilli brings me ideas of challenges to put in the picture but so far this has never been the case.

On the other hand, there is one area where Amantelilli Excels, it's when you make love to her or fuck her. There's the top. Her skin is so soft, it smells so good, she's so reactive, it lets go and you can do with it what you want. That's a real joy, a huge pleasure every time we take it. It's nirvana insured ! This is even more true with other men because it lets go even more with them, she wants to do everything so that they take maximum pleasure with it. It's also what makes her a wonderful woman.

One of the moments of dedication I love is when I'm kneeling in front of her and I have to masturbate while looking at her nylon-wrapped legs. Many of you flash on your buttocks’Amantelilli and also on her breasts. But his legs are beautiful, a real work of art. If besides she thinks to speak at that moment asking me to worship her, in less time than it takes to say it I enjoy.

Being on your knees in front of Amantelilli and venerate his magnificent legs

Finally I remain convinced that for a couple to last sexually and in passion, sometimes you have to force yourself a little and take it on yourself. Maintaining sexual tension in a couple, continue to surprise the other, to seduce him, to amaze him, to make it vibrate is a small effort to make but that allows to continue to consume love passion and sexual love. And in that I say again thank you to my sweet Beloved Amantelilli

Be careful and be well !