Early Fall

That's it the temperatures have dropped and we are slowly entering the last part of the year.

This summer has been special. Indeed we returned to Cap d'Agde after 2 years of absence. My fears were unfounded, we found a nice Cap with great encounters, Amazing moments, and sex of course. So obviously if you followed the Cape Town newspaper’ Amantelilli You knew it didn't go well for my little wife on the health side. She had a very big tear in her sex following a gangbang and in addition she caught Covid. It's a shame because first she suffered like never before and in addition it stopped our sexual games.

Amantelilli is not one of those women who can get caught in the morning and evening of the same day or make love every day. There was 2 Quite hard gangbang very close together, one on 31 July and the other on 2 August. Her sex couldn't stand it and these are the 2 the only times she was penetrated into Cape Town. Admittedly, it still represents 24 Penetrations in 2 times ! But we couldn't enjoy it as much as we could have..

So it still excites me as much of course. I prefer when she does her bukkake or BlowGang to Kamasutra (the sauna) than at time X (Porn cinema) because I see the scene better. On the other hand, for 2 gangbang, the second one organized by Master BaBacar, I really took very little advantage of it because I was in charge of filming the whole event and I could not privilege my pleasure.

Fortunately it was nice and warm throughout the stay and this allowed Amantelilli to wear great outfits every day, very beautiful lingerie. And then I realized how much my fetish for stockings/tights worn with stiletto heels really drove me crazy., I am completely dependent on it which is the true definition of a fetish.. Every day when she wore this, I wanted to throw myself at my wife's feet, to caress his beautiful legs. I of course abstained because of the bad reaction she had when I did this just before we did a Gangbang in Nice. For me Cape Town is a mixture of sensation where I offer my wife like a, as an object of pleasure to all men but also a place where, as I can not take too much Amantelilli (If I take it out of gangbang it messes up a possible penetration niche and therefore impossible to do anything afterwards with others), These sexual games and his outfits reinforce my submissive side and my veneration towards my wife.. She played very little, apart 2 times in the morning when she woke up when she made me talking about it. But just seeing her in these outfits every day makes me feel good. !

So for me the return to Cape Town was great and it always makes me feel good but unfortunately this year it did not go as we hoped and especially what suffering to see his beloved wife in such pain. Hopefully it will be much better next year.

Then there was the return to real life and since then it is quite hard because unfortunately my little wife has been suffering since 1 month. It's starting to get better and we try to make love again but the apprehensions are there, fear of pain, fear that it won't come back to the way it used to be. Not easy to take his little wife in these conditions when you are afraid of hurting her at each penetration and for her it is not easy because the fear of pain prevents her from letting go to her pleasure. I remain convinced that it will get better and better but we will have to be patient.

On the other hand, as I like to specify for some it does not prevent us from playing ! Exhibits, SM sessions, etc.…

My pleasure as a submissive also changes. Before it was mainly SM, Pleasure in pain, Torture. Now I lean more and more towards veneration, degradation and humiliation. Taking pleasure in degrading enjoyment, just allowed to masturbate by touching his nylon-sheathed legs, being humiliated by his words by having me called lope, de merde, dog. It's something I appreciate more and more.. Being degraded in enjoyment is also something that excites me enormously. Finding yourself having an enjoyment “beast and featureless”. Cumming in a silicone sex toy, Enjoying on the nylon of her legs, having to lick your own semen, having a ruined orgasm, enjoy through the prostate, having to masturbate in front of my wife while looking at her own site, Stupidly cumming on the ground under the insults of his wife. All these practices excite me more and more.

It's true that it always joins my fetishism. I also see it in relation to what I look at on social networks whether it's Twitter or Instagram, A lot of ultra feminine women's accounts, wearing ultra-short dresses or skirts that reveal nylon-wrapped legs (stockings or tights) with pumps on the feet. I totally understand that men can slam fortunes if only to see these women in real life., touch their legs, submit to them and thus enjoy. Fortunately my wife is like this otherwise I would ruin myself ! Every day I will be able to kneel in front of Amantelilli and masturbate by touching her nylonated legs maybe even to the point of.

Winter is coming and even if women will be more covered, I'm going to have the pleasure of seeing these stockings and tights walking down the street again.. But this is not everything because when the stocking or tights is worn in sneakers, ballerina, shoes without heels, It doesn't have the same effect on me at all., even sometimes the opposite. Same if the tights are too colorful, fantasy it spoils the pleasure. As for the tights and stockings worn barefoot it does me practically nothing, My fetish is really focused on the association of stockings / tights, Shiny/shiny preferences and stiletto heeled pumps.

I can't wait for’Amantelilli Play with me thus dressed while being haughty, disdainful, belittling me, humiliating me and mocking my ridiculous pleasures.

The other practice that I still like is when she makes a big plurality and men are ultra hard with her, really shake her up, hit her, insult him, humiliate him. It's really exciting, Can't wait to relive it.

And to finish the slaughter, I love it when it's offered in Ciné X to be fucked on the chain, used as a simple hole, a piece of sex meat without any sparing or attention.

We will soon celebrate our 20 years of couple. We decided to celebrate during 14 months through travel, magical and exceptional places, Romantic and ultra glamorous events, suspended moments. These are going to be moments for me when my wife is no longer my wife but a goddess in clothes of light., catching the eye of men, their desires and why not give in to them if she wishes. Amantelilli is the muse of my sexuality and I will revel in every magical moment it offers me. These magical moments can be moments of Passion of Love, of Carnal Passion, mixed feelings, despicable damage, extreme humiliation, of violent candaulism. This should start at the end of October 2022 and end at the end of December 2023.

The sex challenge points table 2023 will also have to be a real challenge for her because every year I am a little too nice and there for example by June she had practically acquired all the points of a year ! So it probably won't please him, but 2023 will be a year where she will really have to fight a lot more, really give of your person and your body to earn your points and especially avoid losing them.

Here I wish you all a good return to school in the cold of winter, to live warm experiences that bring you happiness, excitement and fun. For my part, I can't wait to discover what the coming months have in store for me and to live new sexual adventures with the woman of my Life. Amantelilli