Finally the holidays

Now, the long-awaited holidays are finally coming. In 1 week Amantelilli and I'll be on vacation for 1 month. These holidays have long been hypothetical and uncertain with everything that has happened since the beginning of the year.

Memories of The Cap d'Agde

This holiday will be really different from the ones we usually take in the summer. Indeed in normal times, we start our holidays by finding each other all 2 in love, taking advantage of each other tenderly, by sharing moments of sightseeing, mop, restaurants, in short, complicit moments. As we visit and vadillons quite a bit, we do quite little love but above all we reserve for the second part of the holiday, the one in Cap d'Agde. There it is 12 days of madness, heaven on earth for me. It's non-stop sex during 12 days. That's all we think about, we make restaurants between rascals, we drink glasses, we let ourselves be carried by life, total happiness. Usually during this period I don't take Amantelilli, I prefer that she reserves for others. It only makes me enjoy 1 to 2 times during the stay no more. My candulist side is then in heaven and my cuckold side too. Then the last week back from Cape Town, we're all over again 2, in love, I get my sweet Aimée and usually not too much sex because back from Cape Town we always have something, angina, a flu, short a little medical, it must be said that since we mix all the time with people and therefore we grab everything that is possible to catch !

Amantelilli when she's just a garbage can to fuck, an empty balls

This year, following this pesky virus, we won't go to Cap d'Agde. As I said earlier, already that in normal times, you catch anything then with the virus in nature, we didn't want to tempt the devil (wrongly or rightly so) and risk getting sick or infecting people. So this year no earthly and sexual paradise.

On the other hand, we decided to travel to France, in the Alps and on the French Riviera. The first part, we built it together with Amantelilli and the second part, it's a surprise to celebrate 40 years of my Sweet Beloved. Indeed, his birthday is the 9 August. It will do us good to meet again and share new “vertical discoveries” Together.

Unfortunately this year with what's happening, it's hard to fully live my candaulist side. During containment, it was a real joy to be with Amantelilli every day. We played all the time, during periods of submission or domination of Amantelilli the games were intense and terribly exciting. We had virtually introduced a Bull that gave orders to execute on me at Amantelilli. I loved it. During my periods of sexual domination over her, I took the opportunity to really exploit it. I didn't miss the libertinage at all during this period.

Being dependent on Amantelilli

At the end of the confinement it was much more complicated to play. Indeed Amantelilli recovered from sick schedules and I a huge pressure to manage from my work. We're not going to complain, we kept our jobs, we never stopped, not had a vacation, but the flip side of the coin is actually exploited by work.

So the only moments of games were possible as the weekend. Fortunately we had a magical moment of candaulism at a restaurant in Cassis and also an ultra nice naughty moment during a walk in the hinterland.

During the holidays we set aside the “periods” game. There is no longer this cycle of domination and submission.

In normal times, Cape Town allows me to see Amantelilli go from hand to hand, sex in sex will I have to say. My candaulist side is in heaven, my cuckold side is present too and my fetish to see Amantelilli in sexy outfit, wearing stockings or tights with stilettos in the middle of the street is in Nirvana. I know I'm really going to miss it., my oxygen bubble, my sexual paradise, all this will not exist. Obviously it is better to get sick at the risk of not recovering but nevertheless for a candaulist like me it is difficult.

Because of this damn virus, This is now 5 months’Amantelilli was not penetrated by another man. Fortunately we had a great candaulist moment based on fellatio and cunnilingus to hold on. During the confinement there was this game with the Bull and also this evolution in the way Amantelilli dominated me by introducing humiliation, sexual degradation and control. That I really loved, it was a very nice discovery, losing all dignity in the face of the woman we idolize, it's extremely exciting for me.

amantelilli excited me while I'm in a cage

After this experience, I understand better why some men who have tasted this type of relationship, need it to escape. And then again if these men have no one who plays the game, it's normal that they then find it in professionals. Even though I think few do it out of passion more than for money alas.

When you've had that kind of relationship, when we've experienced this total abandonment, this absolute let go and we loved it, we just want one thing is to start over by going further and further.

I have to tell you, I miss this kind of relationship.. I wear so much Amantelilli that this need to be psychologically destroyed by her is increasingly present. She continues to physically destroy me during her periods and the use of Cali's teeth is always a perfect time for me, I love it. But when it's linked with humiliation and sexual and psychological control it becomes magical.

Masturbating on order when seeing Amantelilli's nylon-wrapped legs

The virtual relationship with the Bull seems to have fallen through the cracks. It must be said that’Amantelilli doesn't like the virtual too much, she prefers the concrete, The ground, real life !

I read you and sometimes I see reflections like “she's going to do this to make you happy, she can make this effort for you, force yourself a little bit”. The answer is no. It's not knowing her well.. If you see or read Amantelilli do something, it's because she wants to and she never forces herself. If something makes me happy and she wants it then she will but otherwise it's niet. It's been like this since the beginning of our relationship.. It never forces itself. To give you an example, June Amantelilli didn't wear tights because it was too hot and she didn't want it even knowing that I love it, that it drives me crazy and that it excites me to the utmost. So she took a penalty at the points. I told her the reason for the penalty and she told me that she knew it but didn't want to wear it.. So when you see Amantelilli to do something is that she wants to and is not forced at all.

Amantelilli offered to men's sexual delusions

Going back to the virtual face of reality, If Amantelilli doesn't want to be virtual, it won't do.

And right now with the virus circulating, reality is difficult alas. But fortunately Amantelilli continues to share photos with you, videos, articles which feeds a little my candaulist side.

Regarding sexual domination over Amantelilli, I feel that she is really progressing in this area and when I fuck her in this state of mind, she lets go a little more and I can go further in the violence of the action. It's really a huge pleasure to take it this way and it's super exciting. Obviously the next level, is to have a plurality that fucks her in this way, but for now, with the virus it seems very risky. Remains the possibility of finding a trusted single man for an ultra hard sex session where Amantelilli will be really used and exploited as rarely has it been. This would at the same time satisfy my candulist side at the same time as my dominating side offering his dog.

Amantelilli offered nude to all

Sex is an integral part of my life. I need it more and more. It's my safety valve and it's part of my well-being. Not to practice it but to bathe in a permanent sexual atmosphere. That's why the games we have with Amantelilli dividing our periods are very important to me. Every day I think about sex, I masturbate without necessarily enjoying or enjoying’Amantelilli. When I was under his permanent sexual control it was for me a delight. When the Bull is present even virtually it has a strong impact on me. As I get older and explore new facets of my sexuality, the more this need for psychological submission, physical and sexual towards Amantelilli Grew up. I want to serve her so much and be humiliated by her. I need a cuckold relationship, to know that I'm going after the others. To give you an anecdote, right now my poor little wife has Achilles heel tendinitis that makes her suffer terribly. Of course she no longer has to wear stilettos. She must have bought flat shoes that do her good but that obviously have nothing sexy. I am in the middle of humiliating myself by telling myself that I have the right to see Amantelilli wear these kinds of shoes while her lovers see her in stilettos.

The very painful and humiliating discovery of the belt

I caught myself following on social networks more and more Domina, Moneymiss, Dominatrix but access humiliation and degradation not only SM. Real ones are rare (As Dorya Wilk on Twitter) but it attracts me because it responds to this desire to be dominated in this way by Amantelilli adding a little SM. So as usual when a subject fascinates me I study it long and across and I project myself on these practices with Amantelilli on his foot of Estale.

I love being cashed in when a Bull takes advantage of my wife

These women go far enough in their practices. In addition to the usual torture of sex, breasts, there is also psychological domination, the words they say, how to humiliate men even by penetrating them to the dildo belt, by mentally degrading them, by showing them in their condition as submissive humiliated, making them drink their own sperm, sometimes by imposing cuckold relationships on them, by making them undergo forced bi, even some prostitutes submissive them with other women see men while adding a touch of financial domination.

amantelilli dominating me

Yes, be the submissive cuckold, Physical, psychological and sexual’Amantelilli I miss. Total control of my sexuality, teasing, wearing the chastity cage, masturbation on order, wearing Cali's teeth, pegging which for me is above all extremely painful before being humiliating, degrading exhibition and especially a very hard cuckold relationship I miss. The more it will belong to others, the more it will become inaccessible to me, the more she humiliates me by breaking me, the happier I will be to venerate her.

Amantelilli trampling my sex with his heel while her lover her masturbating

But don't make the mistake of believing that I'm switching to the side subject to everything ever. No it would be difficult for me anyway. I need to take it back from time to time Amantelilli turnkey, to exploit it to the fullest, to physically destroy it and make it crack with intense enjoyment until it begs. I also want to see her being destroyed by a pack of furious men. Here, too., in this area, on this subject, I want to go even further and I realize that’Amantelilli also and it delights me. I always have in my heart this need to subject her to my darkest sexual desires, to get her to exceed limits she doesn't even suspect and to degrade her more and more.

Amantelilli fucked at the chain

♥ For this holiday I want everything to be perfect for my sweet Beloved. This is the year of these 40 years and despite these difficult times, I want it to be the happiest woman. I want to see glitter in his eyes. Whether it's during our planned trip together or the one I offer him after, I just want her absolute happiness. I'm willing to do anything for Amantelilli and it goes far beyond the Love I have for him, well beyond my own life ♥