Sexual evolutions and reflections
This year 2020 marks a turning point because it is the year of the 40 years of my beloved wife Amantelilli. Like all women, this change of ten and more specifically the quarantine, titillates her a little and makes her work with chives ! Her sexuality is much more fulfilled and her chakras are more open than ever but on the other hand she thinks she's getting old and she's afraid of less pleasing !!!! Obviously you can imagine that I do not agree with that at all. My wife is beautiful, her body is fabulous and her sexual and personal fulfillment makes her even more beautiful than her 20 years.
Amantelilli in all the splendor
Amantelilli is amazing because she's always ready for new experiences, try new challenges, evolving sexually over and over again. At the end of soon 17 years of common life, his open-minded ness and this thirst for naughty discovery, enchants me to the highest extent. For my part I am a fantasy machine and be able to talk about it freely with my wife, or introduce them as games, challenges is an incredible opportunity. As you know, every year I create a challenge picture with points, I will also do an article on this because many of you ask me. This painting aims to lay the foundations for different fantasies, possible or impossible to achieve during the year. This keeps us moving our relationship.
About me, I'm now in my fifties, I remind you that I have 12 years apart from the woman in my life. And I've been in constant sexual evolution since the age of my 17 years. With my beloved Aimée, since soon 17 years, we have never stopped evolving sexually. Some practices have disappeared from our sex life, others have appeared, Some, impossible to imagine there 17 years, are now part of our daily lives. Brief, we don't have too much frozen sexuality.
Amantelilli during its first Gangbang 16 years
Sometimes without realizing our sexuality evolves on its own without it being thought about or prepared. We realize it after the fact, we see it more than we decide, this is done naturally.
I've evolved and become a true candaulist myself. ! Sometimes in the role of the Stag, i.e. a dominant man, a male Alpha who offers his wife like a, an object to be demeaned from other men, sometimes as a male subject to my wife and her lovers, a cuckold ready to suffer all humiliations and tortures.
In General, Amantelilli is increasingly available to other men and this evolution has been slowly, Naturally. This is reflected in both his practices with me and the other men, but also with her number of sexual relations with them and the reactions she has with me or with them. I will try to expose you without a shadow zone what I mean by that. It will be in the form of a comparison, and Yes, my pleasure in doing statistics and comparisons is terrible
- Practice : Kissing on the mouth with tongue.
Basically Amantelilli doesn't like to kiss too much with the tongue, because she doesn't like games with saliva
With the other men :
Amantelilli knows it excites some men and she easily bends to the game of kissing them. With some she does it with gusto by putting her hand on their sex either through the pants or directly by touching them, with others more “Tenderly” sometimes stroking their neck sits with her hand as if she were playing the role of their girlfriend. Anyway it adapts to the situation, either to make men bandage, to ensure that their enjoyment is stronger or faster.
With me :
Amantelilli kisses me with the tongue that very rarely, maybe no more 4 to 5 twice a year. It is often in sexual action to amplify our love osmosis and make this moment powerful. It's very very very rarely romantically as “Girlfriend”.
Amantelilli in a position I don't practice kissing with her lover's tongue
- Practice : Touching the buttocks, back, while she is penetrated as a missionary
With the other men :
When Amantelilli made a trio (which is very rare) most often she chooses handsome men, see very beautiful. In these moments, I surprise her to see her caressevery inch of the man's body, his pectorals, her back and especially her buttocks when they are well muscled, and when this is done during penetration, it's clear that it's playing in his taking pleasure. In gangbang sometimes she gives herself a moment “Intimate” with one of the partners where she goes there as well “Merge” with the other man.
With me :
When I take Amantelilli, she caresses my body of course, but he is not as muscular and firm as his beautiful lovers and especially if sometimes she caresses my back when I take her as a missionary, he rarely strokes my butt. It's softer than with his lovers but sometimes less passionate because obviously less “Nice” for her I think.
Amantelilli embracing her lover as he penetrates her
- Practice : Suffer slaps and spankings
With the other men :
Amantelilli likes to be spanked and slapped. Being of a very proud nature, she makes a point of cashing in with the other men. Already and it's normal, her excitement is more important when she is surrounded by several men, but it's true that she accepts more easily to take spanking and slaps quite strong. Especially in her buttocks, it is not uncommon for it to take in action it takes a lot of spanking very strong leaving her buttocks very red or even sometimes marked.
With me :
I love spanking and slapping Amantelilli it excites me a lot. I moderate my ardor of course because it is not easy to do this to the woman of her life. Nevertheless, when we do so, it is obvious that the excitement even if it is ultra present is less important or in any case different for Amantelilli that when she's surrounded by 10 men. As a result, its limit “Tolerance” spanking and slapping is less than in gangbang and slapping “have” or the “ralou” arrives earlier than with a group of men.
Amantelilli getting slapped
- Practice : The spit on the face
Knowing that’Amantelilli doesn't like saliva games, it drips her
With the other men :
It happens from time to time but rarely in the heat of the moment and when his excitement is very important to ask that one spit in his face to feel degraded and humiliated. this even sometimes tends to increase his excitement. Be careful it's just a little saliva and not the big scrape coming from the bottom of the throat. Sometimes even men do it at the right time without asking her and it passes without her moaning or is too bad a reaction.
With me :
Never Amantelilli did ask me to spit in his face. Occasionally in doggy I allow myself to spit on his back see to spit on his sex. Systematically she finds it disgusting and sometimes it cuts her a little in her rise of excitement.
Amantelilli degraded, humiliated undergoing spitting and pissing.
- Practice : Exhibition and behaviour in public
With the other men :
When Amantelilli meets a single man which is rare and that she finds herself in the role of the girlfriend, taken into action she more easily agrees to be shown in public by her lover or to be touched by him. She cares less about the people around and lets herself do it quite easily. Perhaps it is because she knows that I am here to monitor the action.
With me :
When we're all 2, it makes very easily flashing and exhibitions of itself for me to take a picture for example. Sometimes very spectacular exhibitions ! On the other hand, when it is I who initiates the exhibition, she's watching the surroundings, always on the lookout for someone who could see us. When touching her in a restaurant or on the street it's rarer and she lets herself go less.
Amantelilli fingering in the middle of the bar in front of all the customers
- Practice : Extreme degradation, humiliation
With the other men :
When she is in sexual submissive mode to a group of experienced men, she does not hesitate to suffer all the possible humiliations imaginable. This can be to be installed next to a garbage can and compared to this object, or be forced to spread her thighs and men watch her sex exploded, be a hole and nothing else
With me :
Again it is something that excites me to degrade and humiliate my wife. But then again the limits are reached faster than it is of myself or of him. The Love that unites us is for many responsible for this.
Amantelilli considered a cumen's trash
- Practice : Showing off
With the other men :
Every day Amantelilli posted a short video on Twitter in the morning when she shows up and offers herself naked to all those who visit this social network. By showing off on different social networks and on its website, hundreds of men, maybe even thousands, know the body d’Amantelilli as well as me.
With me :
Of course I have the opportunity to see Amantelilli nude every day ! But because of our schedules and our daily lives, there are some days when I don't see her naked.
Amantelilli offered nude to all
- Practice : Different sexual positions
With the other men :
There is no limit to the sexual positions that can be Amantelilli with other men apart from the physical limits obviously. Whatever sexual position the man asks for, she will try to realize it even if it is not the most comfortable or even a little painful.
With me :
Obviously I can imagine all kinds of sexual positions to do with my wife and try. But here I am limited because sometimes I do not have the musculature to do it, or I'm not flexible enough or my sex isn't long enough. In short, it is impossible to have the same range of possibilities as the hundreds of men who have fucked Amantelilli. Also when the position is uncomfortable for her, she's less hesitant to make me understand it.
Amantelilli taken in all positions
- Practice : The number of penetrations
With the other men :
It's quite simple and the numbers speak for themselves. For the year 2019 Amantelilli was penetrated by 137 men. And since we have been libertine, that is, since 16 years, it was taken 780 times by another man than me.
With me :
For the year 2019, I was able to take my wife 71 times ie almost 2 times less than other men.
Amantelilli fucked at the chain
- Practice : The squirt
With the other men :
It is a practice that’Amantelilli discovered very recently with other men. It doesn't bring him anything more, no more orgasm. She doesn't feel it coming.. It's been happening to him several times now. It must be noted that if it does not bring him anything more on the sexual level, it makes the men who manage to get her squiter proud and so it's exciting.
With me :
I've never been able to get squiter Amantelilli.
When you look at all this synthesis, The conclusion is obvious. The place of other men in our sex life is increasingly important and this for our enjoyment at all 2. Whether in practices or our sexual evolution, these other men with whom I share my wife, make our sex life flourish. Yes Amantelilli goes further with other men than with me and not it doesn't hurt me, doesn't bother me quite the contrary, I like it a lot, Enormously, more and more even and it excites me like crazy, makes me feel good, makes me happy to see her do more and differently with others than with me.
Amantelilli with another man in a position you never practice
The explanation is very simple. Love powerful and unconditional that we carry each other is both a lightning vector of our sexuality and our pleasure but also a brake. Through our Love we have a blind trust in each other and our sexual symbiosis means that we allow ourselves to explore all forms of sexuality and new experiences. The other side of the coin, in our relationship as soon as we want to become more extreme, the love we wear sometimes prevents us from going as far as we would like.
That's why when Amantelilli goes with other men, it's 100% beneficial to our relationship and our sexuality. For my part when I knew Amantelilli There are 17 years soon, even though she already had atypical sexual experiences, libertinism was unknown to him. Without pretending to have become his mentor in the field of sexuality, I still have a bit of the pretension to have made my little wife evolve sexually, or at least, for giving him the cards to have a good game !
Some do not understand how I have this duality in me between the dominant man and the submissive man. I may have explained it several times, I know it's not easy to understand. That's why I've made you a little explanatory diagram that will hopefully be easier to understand than a long speech. You'll find my 2 Sides, my side Stag and my side Cuckold
To read from left to right !
As you can see the basis of my operation rests on admiration, the veneration of my Wife carried by an infinite Love. My pride in her, my veneration for her are the basis of my sexuality, of my relationship and my life at all.
It's always a huge joy and a deep excitement to see Amantelilli with other men. When I see these men destroy Amantelilli and belittling it to an extreme point it makes me crazy with excitement because they do what I would love to do but my feelings and my upbringing block me a little. When I see her taking a crazy pleasure to be treated so it drives me crazy with happiness.
After a gangbang or a very manly plurality, see Amantelilli on the ground on the ground, exhibited next to a garbage can, covered in sperm, spitting, piss, undone hair, Make-up destroys, reddened cheeks and buttocks, haggard eyes, treated like a cumbin, a piece of meat, lowered, humiliated and without any dignity it is a moment of ecstasy, pure happiness, infinite excitement and deep respect for me.
Amantelilli degraded, humiliated, operated, lowered.
In the same way when a man takes possession of’Amantelilli and that it forms a new couple where I'm no longer the Alpha male that's something I love. I then lose completely Amantelilli and the more she treats me badly in those moments or the more her lover will humiliate me or make me suffer the worst things until I lose all the dignity of the Alpha male that I am at the base, the more excited and happy I am, the more I will have the need to worship my Wife.
I feel quite ready to live new experiences. For example,’Amantelilli Is “under control” another man or a group of serious and formed men to make it even more evolve. It(s) Can(en)t become his(Its) Master(s) to make it evolve and discover new practices, new horizons. Of course I'll be integrated into all this by stories, photos, videos. Then again the benefit is obvious because back home I will be able to take advantage for myself alone of the new developments of my wife.
The possibility that a man is a grip on Amantelilli whether it's psychologically, physically, sexually, that it really belongs to him, that he can make love to her, offer it to your friends, his family even offer it to clients for a contract, short that I'm relayed in the background, is something that would excite me terribly. I feel ready to go through this..
Amantelilli Under the influence of a dominant Male Alpha Particular Game. It belongs to him, doesn't deny him anything, willing to do anything to satisfy him and cry with pleasure when he takes it.
As for my submission periods when Amantelilli can make me go through what she wants it to be psychologically, physically or sexually, I no longer have any limits. Whether as a SM or BDSM subject or as ACdold. it's No limit on my side. My body no longer belongs to me, it's hers. she can use it as she sees fit, show it off, destroy it, Mark it. She can offer me to whomever she wants to do with it as she sees fit. She can sell me., ruining everything is imaginable.
Total belonging to Amantelilli
About my wife, I also don't put any limits on him. She can go with whoever she wants, when she wants, the way she wants and the time she wants, whether it's 5 Min, 1 time, 1 Night, a weekend, everything is possible. She can belong to whomver she wants and give everything to this man, to a group of men. She can offer herself body and soul as she sees fit without limit and without any morals. Amantelilli is completely free and without any counter party on my side, she doesn't owe me anything. I like to imagine my wife is 40 years old with all her experience, his experiences, be totally liberated, free to do what she wants without worrying about her husband's reaction.
Amantelilli offered body and soul
Yes, I'm ready for’Amantelilli refuses me certain sexual practices on a temporary basis for the benefit of other men, let her put the other men before me. This is already the case when she knows that she is going to make a libertine meeting, 2 to 3 days before I can no longer take her so that her sex is in top shape on D-Day. See her also getting ready for meetings, to make yourself beautiful for others is a joy. When I offer her lingerie and she wears it first for dating. Offering him things where it's only her lovers who would benefit. In short, no longer be his center of attention, his priority and go after the other men.
Amantelilli open thighs to show the dripping sperm of her sex
The only thing I need to live is my wife's Love and being able to worship her. Of course I need his Love, of his heart and soul, and if I feel all this then it can belong to others without limit.
As for everyday life I need to feel or feel a permanent sexual tension either by having sex with my wife, either by having naughty outings, either by receiving photos or videos of my wife (on his part or on the part of other men), either by obeying my wife's orders, either by having messages from her lovers, or by receiving messages from Bull who have taken advantage of my wife and who like to humiliate me. It is the principle of watching over the flame of excitement…
Amantelilli the soul of my life
Here's once again I've indulged in you without a shadow zone, transparently. I don't know if this article will be successful, whether it will be shared many times, I didn't write it for that.
I would like to thank from the bottom of my soul my Tender Woman ♥ Amantelilli ♥ without whom my life would have no meaning and whom I wish to venerate until my last breath.
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You like it all and there is nothing to add I think♥️🔥
That's right !
It's beautiful your love
Mr. Sirban your story touched me you have a deep for your wife to allow everything.
There are few men like you almost impossible to find because you make them in short a goddess of your wife
Thanks for this comment.
Indeed I consider my wife as a goddess !
It's beautiful to love like that ! To love so much ! To love Infinitely ! It's terribly moving and it's very beautiful !
Thank you very much !
You're both living a beautiful love story. Continue, again and again
Thank you !
Cuckoo,
You should do seminars on the subject..
You are in the real world and can be an example for so many people who love each other and who love sex.
You both have something to do theses on the subject.
Thanks for sharing
Hello !
Thank you for your message ! Organize seminars ? Why not but with practical work then 🙂
super balance sheet and also a promising decade that is coming as a couple!
Thank you.
Disturbing testimony and rare sincerity, Thank you. You're talking about veneration, so it's not love, but, precisely, of veneration… Which is still not quite the same.
Now the annoyance in me wonders :
What would happen if Amante Lili didn't tell you anything ? Because it's there, as you say, that this finds your “Compensation” in the submission phase “I'm getting over it” or “I'm exaggerating”
Ditto what would become of your veneration, and I don't wish him well, it would be very frustrating, finally imagine that suddenly she's saying “It inflated me, I stop and limit myself to more conventional sexuality” ???
In are you love the Woman or you love your wife ???
And if the greatest audacity, or the greatest adventure you have to live was just abstinence or at least asking him not to tell you anything anymore … Sacred challenge eh😉
Thanks for your comment !
I'll try to answer your questions :
You're talking about veneration, so it's not love, but, precisely, veneration... Which is still not quite the same.
Not quite agree. It is impossible to worship a person you don't love.
What would happen if Amante Lili didn't tell you anything ?
It means that it is no longer sharing so more libertinism but deception !
let's imagine that suddenly she's saying, "It made me feel, I stop and limit myself to more conventional sexuality" ???
Well in these conditions we resume a sexuality that you call normal ! It's already happened that for several months we don't libertine at all.
Libertinism is a plus. Now from the beginning of our relationship libertinism was present. In these circumstances, what should be described as “normal” in our relationship ?
In are you love the Woman or you love your wife ???
The 2 Captain ! I was raised the old-fashioned way with the deep respect of the woman, but also the admiration of the woman when she assumes her femininity.
On the other hand my Wife I love her with a deep love. anyway I don't like what becomes of the woman now. attention I'm not talking about his emancipation, it was time at last, but these feminists with their men bashing on all subjects.
And if the greatest audacity, or the greatest adventure you have to live was precisely abstinence or at least ask him not to tell you anything anymore ... Sacred challenge eh😉
No object see my previous answers !
Hello, very beautiful story, touching both, extremely interesting, and of course exciting to read.
When you say you like to see the woman you love destroy, inert and soiled next to a garbage can, many men (simple-minded) you take it for a fool. I think it's the contrast between love, sweetness, and the veneration you have for your wife, and men, manly if possible, who see it as just a piece of meat, an unfaithful whore who challenges them, whose fate will be to finish the sex and throat destroyed, beauty ravaged by the most primad impulses of males (sputum, Sperm, slapping,brutal penetrations, Piss, Insults…). Seeing all these men allow themselves to wipe their ass with the dignity of the woman you love so much must put you in a form of duality. Between the desire to see it flourish, fulfilling your fantasies, and the urge to punish her for her chronic infidelities, if I dare say, through the men who make her pay for her moral levity by romp on her.
I don't know a couple more fascinating than yours. A love and such transparency between 2 Beings, it's as rare as it is beautiful.
Thank you so much for this long comment.
Yes the contrast is striking.
I don't see any punishment of infidelity on the contrary, because the more she sees other men who degrade her, the more I find it fantastic and the more I worship it.
Thanks again for your compliments !