Sexual for madness 6 month

It's been too long that I've published anything on my blog ! This isn't the envy that miss me but the time.

This new year is really amazing ! We had the rascality each month what had never happened in 16 years of debauchery ! Amantelilli holds an Olympic sexual shape.

These times have been exceptional, strong in emotion and excitement ! (All of them have links to the corresponding articles)

On my side I can not say much alas. My new job and my new responsibilities are the week we have less sex than before. This saddens me because I want my wife even more that the first day but I can't honor it as I wish.

This also explains that my desires are more extreme than before. Either when I offer Amantelilli to other men where then I want to see the Rough Sex ultra hard practiced on it, or so in my submission to her or his Bulls.

I'm thrilled for the Rough Sex part because Amantelilli goes further and further into violence and the sexual submission. The meetings in plurality, it becomes increasingly difficult for me to not so enjoy the show it gives me excites me at the highest point ! When I see these men violently fuck my wife, strangle, hit her, It makes me crazy with excitement, I think dozens of times for days and days. It's a joy and infinite pleasure to have the chance to be with a woman who loves these practices.

For the submission of my part part, This is less obvious. I noticed that’Amantelilli hesitate less to torture me and hurt me. She goes further in pain and it delights me enormously, It's a good thing. However the sessions are more rare, sometimes 1 or 2 time only during my 15 days of submission. I need to feel belittled, humiliated, gradient physically and psychologically. The use of the cage of chastity for a Cuckold session revealed in me that need to feel less than men who fuck her.

Attention time psycho to 2 bullets !!!!

I had a small revelation. The fact that I work more and I have a long working hours are when I get home and I take Amantelilli, I am less “high-performance” than before, My bandaison is less than perfect, I'm less enduring, I have more trouble getting started etc… I'm sure that many of you will understand what I mean. Of course Amantelilli take pleasure just like me because the love between us is extremely hard but on a purely sexual perspective, I am less good, less “effective”.

At one point given in the year, I had entered few times my wife that other men, style taken 20 times by men and only 18 time by me since the beginning of the year. Strangely this humiliating situation for me, excited me a lot and made me more “effective” sexually ! In the same vein during the period where Amantelilli was under the control of his Bull and where I also obeying the orders that gave me his Bull, I was furiously fit despite a workload and pressure at work.

All this brings me has a surprising conclusion. In periods of intense stress at work, in the moments at bottom, I need to be completely under the influence of my wife and her lovers. Specifically this seems to mean being humiliated by Amantelilli about my poor sexual performance, Her to go out with or without my presence, that it sends to his Bulls of photos or videos of her to excite, She tells to anyone who will listen that her husband is not very good in bed at the moment, He is cuckolding sessions very very humiliating, degrading and painful for me, me to undergo Milking sessions massaging my prostate as the only possibility for me to enjoy. It is obviously not easy to achieve but which is easier to do it is during the week when Amantelilli a sex desire, If I'm not at the top, that she plays by lowering me, torturing me sex, She orders me to make me enjoy stupidly, that she put me under Kali's teeth because I can't fuck her, It forces me to watch guys take on older videos. Brief, degradation, humiliation and torture as to punish me for failing to honor her as she should be ! I think that if it was happening like that, Maybe I'll be more effective because these little weaknesses on my part would be taken in a humiliating game.

I thought about it but I'm at the stage of thinking nickname nerd this feeling !!!!

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If we arrive at a point of excellence in the year ! The pilgrimage to Cap d'Agde (each type of pilgrimage). The last year had been the best in 16 years of libertine life, It will be difficult to make as well. This year again no limit will be given to Amantelilli, She can do what she wants, with that she wants, as she wants, Zero limit, no barrier, any prohibited, no taboo.

It's the time of year where I spend after other men. It gives priority to all men of the camp, I'm sexually in the background. And this is a period that I love. From time to time I get a masturbation or oral sex but often without having the right to enjoy. I like to stay in this state of maximum excitement, private enjoyment, so that the day before she did enjoy more than a dozen guys. I love this sexual tension there is between us when we are in Cape Town ! I have the honor of having a great woman, exceptional that she loves all these crazy games than the other.

We will be at the Cap d'Agde naturist area of the 31 July to the 12 August, If you see us not hesitate to give us a little cuckoo, It is always a pleasure to come across people who follow our respective blogs and comment on our writings !

So who knows, very soon !