The Sexual Benefits of Containment

It's been a long time since I've written an article. Like everyone else I've been through what's happened in the world, Covid, containment and all the problems that have happened with.

I'm a privileged because for now, I still have health and my job. It's been a good for us, my sweet Amantelilli And me, a very nice period of life in 2. Indeed we were together 24 hours a day and it did us a crazy good. The conclusion was simple : we're self-enough and we can grow old together without trying to kill each other !!!

We also had the good fortune to have much more time for sex all 2 that in so-called life “Normal”. Which also changes a lot of things because for me it means more happiness, less stress because the epicenter of my life being my wife Amantelilli, I could enjoy it every day either by being the sexual dominant of the couple, either by being his submissive cuckold and cuckold. During 3 months we of course stopped the libertinage and the first realization is that we did not miss. This confirms that libertinism in our couple is a plus and not a need. On the other hand we played a lot and that I loved.

Amantelilli controlled and fucked in doggy

If you want to know how we lived our containment I invite you to go to the site d’Amantelilli at this location : The confinement of AmanteLilli and MrSirban

I will explain my feelings and evolution during this period, with things that have literally made me evolve sexually.

First of all I live with an extraordinary woman, who has a crazy mindset, open-minded in an incredible way and that is very beautiful also physically. For my part I tried to take myself in physical hand. I lost 8Kg and got muscular. I always want my wife to think me look good and want me. There is also another much more complex reason. Amantelilli gangbang does not choose the physical men to whom it offers itself. Some are prettier than me, others less beautiful than me. And the 2 cases excite me. If she gets caught by a less handsome than me, I offer it in slaughter and if it gets caught by a more beautiful than me, in my head it's normal that she's craving him because I can't get to the ankle of the guy.

Always this duality in me, dominant or submissive.

Amantelilli under my control as a simple toy

Several times I have used, Operated Amantelilli as a sex slave no more and no less, always touching it, to control his sexuality, to use it as an object, a sex toy. I put her through deep throats until she choked and cried., I degraded her by making her take obscene poses where she herself confessed to being humiliated. I made him understand that his body was worthless, so many men had seen him naked, had touched her, had fucked her and for me what a joy to take her knowing all this.

I also had the pleasure of sending some photos and videos to some of her lovers with whom she chats on WhatsApp not to forget that I am above all a candaulist and that offer my wife be it in words, Photos, videos is an integral part of my life and sexuality.

When I force Amantelilli masturbating in front of me

In short during this period my dominant side was filled even if a part of me will never be because Amantelilli is subjected sexually at the moment but is not at all a submissive in everyday life and never as submissive SM. Moreover, part of my domination is the fact that I offer it to other men in slaughter and the happiness of seeing it degraded and humiliated by others. Be careful it did not miss me at all, it's just to explain that in the ideal of a dominant like me, I wasn't at 100% potential during this period. On the other hand, I notice that when I offer Amantelilli to men, she lets loose more and more with them , goes further and further in its practices and it's fantastic to see !

It is more in the field of my submission that I have evolved.

My submission is much broader than that of’Amantelilli. I am submitted SM, Cuckold, humiliation, degradation, control of sexuality, identity destruction, forced bi, Moneyslave. When I switch to this mode during my fortnight, the scope of possibilities for Amantelilli is almost infinite. This has become even more. We have also introduced an official Bull into our relationship, a lover d’Amantelilli but only reserved for cuckolding. I've officially prioritized this man over my wife.. That is, whatever the period of the month, it will always be priority over me. For me in my head it's very clear, it's him before me. Just knowing this keeps me in the background in a state of excitement, desire for my wife but also respect for her even more. As long as he or she reminds me of their relationship, the excitement of this humiliation immediately goes away.

Amantelilli no longer officially mine, she belongs primarily to her Bull

To this was also added the control of my sexuality. For the first time, voluntarily, Amantelilli frustrated me for almost 15 days by forbidding me to enjoy while continuing to excite me, to practice teasing, using the chastity cage and also executing his Bull's demands on me. I was in a state of total submission, physical and mental where all my limits have fallen, I had no more pride, more dignity and more ego. Besides as you can read on the blog d’Amantelilli, she felt overwhelmed by the events, by this limitless submission on my part.

Amantelilli excited me while I'm in a cage

Amantelilli has also progressed in his dominance over me all this time. His dominance over me was not only in the SM but also in all other areas. And it changes everything for me. It's total ecstasy, absolute abandonment. In the SM it really goes much further, I'm also asking to be marked, begging her to stop. Seeing his look and attitude completely change during these very thorough SM sessions makes me crazy about bondage. But when on top of that there's everything else that comes to lock me in my submission, I'm then in another world.

Being dependent on’Amantelilli

Unlike when I'm dominant where I previously explained the limits, there as a submissive I have none and in no area (except cross-dressing). The only limitation is the imagination of’Amantelilli to dominate me.

This marked me forever and not really being a man of compromise, I'm more of a 0 – 1, I preferred the periods of submission to my periods of domination during this phase of confinement because I didn't have to worry about any limits whatsoever.

When I perse all dignity in the face of Amantelilli

The return to the so-called normal life is gradual and it has not been easy because we were so well together all the time and find ourselves only seeing each other 3 hours or 4 hours a day during the week is difficult. We can no longer play as much as before and when the osmosis was so perfect, the return to this reality is difficult.

Nevertheless, when we didn't want to start libertinism again, we made a masterful wrong last weekend : the story of this experience here

This was an exceptional moment, those Hotwife moments that makes you fall into a world of infinite excitement. Amantelilli also dares more and more and that is also what makes these moments happen. Without its evolution on this side it could not be achieved. Seeing her go with this man without knowing what was going to happen, whether it was going to last 5 minutes or 1H, immediately made me fall into this world of fantasy and excitement. After, when they came back, we stayed all the time 3 to talk about everything about nothing. Other people came and caught in the heat of the action, her lover of the day showed the gorgeous sex d’Amantelilli to his friends, then also face up to someone else and end up with one of his colleagues. In short, seeing it so grab my wife's body was wonderfully exciting, making my excitement oscillate between candaulism and cuckolding, between domination and submission. A perfect moment…

Amantelilli masturbating while sticking under my orders

I realize more and more with the passing of time that my excitement is never as strong as when I feel Amantelilli belong to another man, when I no longer have any control over it, when it no longer belongs to me… Now I'm crazy about excitement. The same is true, but to a lesser extent when Amantelilli humiliates me, degrades me mentally and physically, when she keeps me in a state of dependency… It's clear that if Amantelilli prioritized sexual relations with another man before ours, that I sexually put in the background, I'd love it, this would make me terribly docile and completely addicted to my wife even more.

This is how to find ourselves in this special situation that the world has lived, my sexuality has evolved again and especially, once again, has gone up a notch in the world of excitement and letting go. This would have, as usual, was impossible without having a wonderful woman by my side.