But what is this Wishlist ?

Those who follow me here or elsewhere know that I started my recreational sexuality very early. indeed I started in the libertine environment and also in the SM environment at the age of 17 years. I have some today 51 so that's it 34 years that I've been in these 2 and that I was able to see and understand a lot of things.

But when you had 20 years and that you were beginners in the years 1990, access to these places of debauchery was not as easy as it is today. I was lucky enough to have been well educated in these circles which made me the reputation of a young man with a good libertine state of mind and a good young Master SM in the making. That's why I had the honour of being introduced to different institutions, one of which made a big impression on me. Maybe some people who read me know him. This was the first time Maihof This club still exists but I don't know what it's worth now. this club was an institution. Already it was in Germany and therefore much more festive than our poor clubs in France at the time. Then the price of admission was shocking because the younger the couple the less expensive it paid but on the other hand the physical and the way of being dressed did not count at all to be able to return ! We are a long way from the entry criteria of our clubs today. There were all kinds of themed evenings and often on Friday night it was SM night in a dungeon in the basement very very well equipped. And on Saturday it was orgy night in a large room upstairs where there was nothing but mattresses on the floor on an area of 100m2 and where everyone fucked everyone on everyone. This club did everything : SM, sauna, club, restaurant, outdoor swimming pool, large garden with a bus to fuck in, treehouses, in short a great anything where you could fuck everywhere from 2pm to 4am from the mat !

When you start with this kind of establishment I assure you that it educates you very quickly about people's fantasies. Nothing to do with our most beautiful club all smooth of the hexagon ! And the German mentality, at the time anyway, was much more “raw and direct” than in France. it is there that on a Friday evening in the cellars of the establishment, in the SM part, I saw a scene that I actually didn't really understand. A man, pretty well manly and well screwed, was getting caught in the dildo belt by a rather very strong and not very beautiful woman ! The peculiarity of the scene was that the belt dildo was monstrous size, both in length and width. The man was shouting in pain, moans that didn't correspond to pleasure ! I had quickly concluded that he was homosexual and submissive SM loving to have hurt.

It could have ended there if the next day, Saturday (I spent the weekend there) I find this man in the part upstairs. And there, misunderstanding on my part. The man of the day before took manly and even very domineering women, behind each other, he chained the manly and even violent fucks. This man I had mistaken for a submissive homosexual was in fact a hetero dominating ! I confess to 20 years having fallen on what was for me a paradox at the time.

After this scene I saw him again on the ground floor of the shoe and from the top of my 20 years (he had to have some 45 years) I approached him and tried to chat with him (it German, Me French and all 2 speaking poor English 🙂 ). I shared my thoughts with him and he was dead laughing. He told me that we should not stop at boxes, stereotypes. Yes he was submissive and he liked to be humiliated but he also liked to dominate women and fuck them like crazy. He told me a sentence that marked me and that is simple : If you find physical or mental pleasure then no limit and no label. This has marked me and I have always tried to flourish in libertinism and SM by going in this direction.

At this point in the article you may be wondering why I called this scribble : “But what is this Wishlist ?”

In fact for some time several people have asked me if I have a wishlist. I think that's what i'm on. “illegitimate child” that I can have one since I'm nothing, not a known person, not a sex symbol, not a mentor, in short nothing more than a standard guy. After a survey on Twitter I realized that there was a short majority of yes.

So I decided to take the plunge by taking it as a game. I decided to make this list on Libido Space because that's what I think is the simplest. There, at the time of choosing items, I imagined how this could be used on me or on Amantelilli. After a first jet, I got slapped by my wife because not being at all submissive SM she did not want an object of my Wishlist be used on it.

So I took the problem differently. I told myself that every object I would choose was going to be a challenge for me. So I made my list by giving me no limits. And that's when I remembered the adventure I had experienced in 20 years and what the man had told me : If you find physical or mental pleasure then no limit and no label.

So here I am on a new adventure. Given the choice of objects I don't know if Amantelilli will want to use it on me. But even if she doesn't want to, I'll at least try 1 times not to die stupid ! A 51 years I feel I have the right not to bother me with labels, The image, or anything else like that.

Anyway I remain convinced that not many people will choose something from this list. Already because I find it expensive even if I tried to put the first prices and then mostly I do not see who would do that ! On the other hand being very playful, don't hesitate to give me ideas to fill out this list. If you see an object you'd like me to use on me, either to make me suffer, either to humiliate me tell me and I'll add it to the list hoping for you that someone buys it. My one and only limit is cross-dressing. I will never wear a female dress.

To my surprise some time after posting this Wishlist, someone has taken an object it's a set of anal plugs Very nice surprise and I thank in advance the person who was kind enough to give me this gift.

As promised it will be a challenge for me to use them. Here you know everything. It's a different article from the others, an article where I want to say :

We only have one life so let's live there to the fullwithout worrying about what will be said !

You want to humiliate me and make me suffer by choosing an object from my Wishlist it's here :