Awareness
It is a symbolic year for us and a new year complicated that we have just experienced with my sweet beloved.
I arrive at the dawn of the fifty, and after a small medical alert without gravity, I decided to pull myself together. Since now 1 month, I went back to the sport and I control my diet ! 30minutes minimum per day by varying the pleasures : elliptical bike, market, pool… I always come to the same conclusion : I lose a muscle weight, my body fat increases, I hurt all over, I lose 30 minutes a day, but apparently it's good for your health ! My eye Yes…
Amantelilli reduced to the State of dog for the pleasure of men
At the same time our respective with jobs Amantelilli are unfortunately more time in our lives than before. It's good because it takes money to repay loans, and its roof and his food that we work hard, otherwise no development in this !
He saw all this I decided also to “resume” My sexuality in hand ! Not that I had lost it, but I want to check again the situation a little more and do not fall into the routine. I see at the bottom who fell out of the Chair when they read “routine” . It is clear that with Amantelilli We do not have a routine sex ! But you never know, It is better to regain control before it escapes us.
Fort of these findings, I go back to my first love sexuality. My nature of bad dominant resurfaced, hidden natural it is up to the Gallop ! Our relationship was based on about 80 to 85 % candaulism and the rest of cuckolding and submission. I want to now that he returns to 90 – 95 % candaulism and the rest of SM submission and a bit of cuckolding.
Amantelilli showing her stockings to excite men
And this candaulism I want it to be more unexpected and sometimes harder. I again want to swim in a more sexual atmosphere, think the more and less to work and problems ! During our last trip sex, Amantelilli has made expensive at this plurality. I am very happy because as now she wants more hard sex. She also, It seems to me, want to more spontaneous situation, more unexpected. The problem is to cause this kind of situation, take on oneself, force opportunity, get out of your comfort zone, exercise balls, dare to cause another man sexually. Is not in the nature of my beloved sweet even if she dares a lot more than before and it me nice !
Amantelilli in full rough sex
Back to sex the last experience was warm wishes and good hard. My only regret, It is that they did not spit in figure d’ Amantelilli to humiliate him even more. I don't blame them at all because they didn't respect the instructions, Indeed Amantelilli horror games of saliva and to spit in my despair.
Next weekend, Amantelilli had wanted to return to the porn movie star because this place is more trash and more creepy atmosphere. I'm always worried about this place because it isn't super well attended, men are less friendly and the atmosphere is really borderline. But this time I said OK. First some regulars will come and so I won't be alone in having the police. But this this time I I also want to go further. So the instructions will always be the same i.e. not enjoyment in the mouth and of course top in case of penetration. But for the rest, I'll be less strict. I want trash, hard, very hard.
Amantelilli reduced to a piece of meat
So I want the men to throw themselves on it as on a piece of meat, I want to see her with dozens of hands on her body feeling it as a commodity, see it insulted, see the degraded… She wants to hard and I also… So I can't wait to see how it will behave, and especially how she is going to play the game of being a piece of meat, an empty balls at the service of the crowd. I just want to walk in the cinema, leaves naked with her stockings and heels and the offer to all touch, fuck her, to be sucking or getting masturbating.
Amantelilli in new balls
Another part of my candaulism, This is the case of a meeting of a night. That is to say in a bar, a restaurant, a class and place Lounge. Moments like this cause themselves and especially if the opportunity arises take. The weekend we most want to be at home to take care of us, Hugs sex and tenderness to decompress difficult weeks we have. To cause this kind of meeting, you get violence, get out and go back without that never happened. And that's where that holding d’Amantelilli makes sense. Indeed, even if we go without finding our happiness, I will have at least the pleasure of having seen Amantelilli in super sexy outfit panic the men around her.
Amantelilli with a low visible at all
Amantelilli has beautiful legs and I love when they are highlighted. What I really like is when she's wearing shiny tights with heels and a dress or a skirt that was very high when she sits, not just to mid-thigh. Stop telling me that it is in the movies ! There are still some women in the evening who dare it, These are certainly not the largest but it happens. And when it has legs as beautiful as’ Amantelilli, It is incomprehensible not to take advantage. And of course it doesn't matter if she walks like this but without ever removing his coat !
To give you some examples of outfits that I like to get out there is an IT girl I like to follow : Jelena Unikat Indeed she is a bit vulgar but I love her outfits.
Jelena Unikat
Jelena Unikat
An other IT much classier girl is : Ariadna Majewska His short dresses and her outfits are very sexy.
Ariadna Majewska
Ariadna Majewska
Another version is when Amantelilli the lower door. In these conditions, When she's sitting, I love that we clearly see her garter.
Amantelilli in lingerie and low
However the goal is that she met a man and there is something going on with him. In General Amantelilli can have sex with who she wants, where is she, When she wants and how she wants. I want to just be updated, even after if she couldn't warn me before. And the top is to at least get a picture if she could not make video. But in fact, Amantelilli does not this privilege, probably not because she does not want but because the opportunity, or does not cause in his daily life… And the problems she has had in the past does not help to have minimal trust in human beings and realize this kind of plan.
Quick blow job in the bathroom to relieve a man
Then I still have the fantasy of the lover “Permanent” but since that is not about sexuality recreational d’Amantelilli, I'm afraid I never have the right to live out this fantasy, Yet the contenders are not lacking.
Amantelilli sex exploded by Brownsugar huge sex
Recently also came to me the pleasure of seeing sex d’Amantelilli more and more “exploded” by big penetrations. Either by a lover who has a huge sex, either when she takes a double vaginal. See her gaping sex, distended is humiliating for her and it turns me on. See the men keep her legs apart to show me how much sex is destroyed makes me want to bang her on the fields. I no longer forbid me to participate in duo or plurality to me spread in it and thus exhibited the sperm flowing from her sex to humiliate and degrade.
Amantelilli thighs open to show the sperm flowing from her sex
This is for the 90 to 95% candaulism. For the rest, I love when Amantelilli Returns the Domina SM on me. 2 to 3 twice a month. Breast torture, sex and anus. For the sex not problems it is often done, It begins for breasts, the anus is non-existent. Yet as Amantelilli do not practice sodomy, She can play with this side there would be doubly humiliating ! And finally there's the humiliation and frustration, whether verbal or physical. The verbal is not too good ! However I hope that humiliation and frustration will return to our games.
Amantelilli dominating me
I know that I am extremely demanding Amantelilli, but I'm also with me. I have no limits in what could ask me my wife in the area of sexuality. And I think it's one of the elements that made that a couple will continue in time, survives the routine, facing storms. Always wanting to go further with the other… Amantelilli is a fantastic life partner, wonderful, a gift from heaven and especially with whom I interact and express my shortcomings and my desires. This blog is also to me sometimes a way to sex feelings at time T on a page and see much later if there was positive change or negative compared to my feelings of today.
Today I need to highlight this dominant man I sometimes too left side. And in the moments where I switch into submission, They then have to be very intense.
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Hello and what was the reaction of Lilli do to this development ?
Hello you two ☺
Initially, I thought he perceived our sexuality as routine and I didn't get the point, because it does not seem to be for a penny between outputs regular libertines and the fact that we make the love between us 2/3 times a week in a soft or hard way.
I equate this to a kind of midlife crisis and it is rather grave well heading more dominant desires, as for my part, I kinda want to quit due to a lot of pressure and a shitty atmosphere at work. I'm in control all week, so I need to let go outside.
BisouxXx ♥
But it seems that the wishes of Mr sirban go more toward Lilli degradation than to domination no? After I find his desire to participate very existing because for once he may impose its “brand”
I loved your article, me being a fan of the legs, I find that those of Lilli are a moving femininity for the man I am. I love rather than hard glamour but I have to confess that I love and that I'm often excited by your practices that are generally not what I like and that is asset confusing for my Cartesian. Probably because the vulgarity is never present in you, I love this ambivalence between hard and refinement. Again you seem to be of “Good looking” people.
Thank you very much for the very nice comment.
In fact I love the legs of Amantelilli when they are unsheathed nylon and heels. She's never vulgar, and I find it amazing. I love that this woman be treated as hard because it contrasts so much with what it gives off.
Hello dear friend,
Reading your article made me smile,in the good sense of the word worry ! I was not surprised to find myself completely in your article. We have identical thoughts paths and there must be a reason !
Some of your desires are my own and others relate MisterK.Mais a same for the 2, the need to live his fantasies and desires at bottom, live the intense much, hard to get out of the doldrums of daily life. For me it's a question of desire and survival in this world of brute.
We are fortunate to have companions of life who want to share our even the wildest fantasies in which concern me.
Personally I hate the routine, This slow death and fatal to many couples program. Give us the means to live a life of a thousand pleasures, and sex has its share ,much I think.
Just like you I drift to more hard games and more SM without knowing where it will take me. But like a beautiful song by Florent Pagny: that's the beauty of the doubt !
And finally, take a step back and thinking time is always a good thing. We avoid the pitfalls of sometimes miss soi😉
Kisses of a hotwife who often takes stock of his life to live a better 💋
Thank you my dear Lina for your comment.
Indeed similar life-course, similar desires and especially think about us !
A beautiful meeting we made with you, This allows to realize that we are not alone !
It must always be renewed, experience new things and always in order to enjoy.
Our partners in life are incredible and we are terribly lucky.
I'm a big bise and hope to follow your adventures on your site !
It's a good idea to vary and share all these delights!
Thanks for your comment !
Yes I hate the routine !
Good evening,
I find myself in what you're saying.
As for your physical condition I'm kinda in the same situation as you. After quitting I took overweight I would like to lose but it's not easy despite the fact the sport and to pay attention to what I eat even if I am a lover of good food epicurean.
I love too see AmanteLilli dressed in a very sexy way. I like to admire the legs of a woman beautifully unsheathed bottom perched on high heels. It is ultra feminine and I love.
And if I see your pretty wife like that I would approach it with pleasure. 😉
Thank you for your com !
Indeed for me femininity is a major element for my couple. I could never live with a woman who does not bear the fact to show off her femininity. I'm served with Amantelilli for my greatest happiness.
I can only wish you good and especially the pleasure….
Thank you very much !
Heuuuuuuu and me I am or so? 😂😂😂
Mid-life crisis damn. Buy yourself rather a good Chair for jerk off seeing your wife home every weekend of the real 🤔😂😂😂 males
My dear Enrique, you know that you'll always have a special place in my heart (well not you huh, your wife also 😂)
So here if she offers me this show all weekend I buy it direct the 😂😂😂 Chair
Hello MrSirban,
First I wanted to congratulate you for your site. I devoured the huge of your beautiful hotwife then I tasted yours.
You have become a source of inspiration for my couple (at our level because no Libertines) and I am very happy.
I wanted to by my experience compared to your physical condition (Careful I don't tell you look fat on your beautiful photos/videos LOL).
I have 45 years and in ten years I went from 80 to 100kg for 1.80 m (I love good food and I often exceeds the threshold of satiety when I love what I eat and what I drink) , I have decided also to pull myself together early April by:
1 I don't refuse nothing for breakfast in the morning.
2 Lunch I eat normally
3 The evening I eat a fruit, or even a tea with 1 or 2 chocolate squares, ...
4 I drink wine than the weekend (I love good wine and tended to drink my 2 drinks every night).
5 Every day or almost I do pushups before wash, I started making difficult 5 pumps the first day (have !!) and I added 1 pump more every time (I noticed it on paper with date and number do not lose the account).
Today I am 50 pumps (en 2 series and I wouldn't go to the past) and it takes me 5 minutes !!!
I lost 17 kg but mostly I found a good tone I thought lost forever (Madam is thrilled because I'm more enduring and effective when we make love).
Sorry I have been a bit long, a big thank you again to 2, I can taste it in advance to your tickets reading, admire Amantelilli in their rascality (What beautiful little dog in its plurality and if mimi on twitter) .
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Thank you for taking the time to let this long message as well as for your compliments.
Your tips are strong sense. Indeed since 3 months I do sport and I watch my diet I lost a little more than 3 kg. Like what food and sports mix !
And above all it allows to feel better about her body.
Thanks again !
A message like a gush of your mind. A sincerity always as pleasant to read and which makes you want to follow your example in this matter