Am I still a Dominator ?
WARNING – Careful
Before you start reading this article, I'#8217'd like to alert you to its content. What you're going to see and read is violent, very hard, can be highly disturbing to anyone normally constituted and with a sense of morality “normal”. What you will see as videos and photos are actions carried out between consenting adults, not forced and liking these kinds of practices. Some videos are made with actors so do not reflect reality. I also hope that the actresses appearing on these videos are not forced or coerced and shot these scenes voluntarily. If among you, readers, there are some who know that these videos were shot against their sandstone where by not respecting the actresses tell me I will remove them immediately.
In the atmosphere of the moment with the different feminist movements and the justified rebalancing of our society, what you're going to see and read is very shocking, in contrast to these movements. It should also be noted that some women are masochists, like to be belittled, Humiliated, degraded, receive blows, losing their ego. It excites them and it is also normal to respect these desires, these impulses. This in no way makes women un respectable quite the contrary to me they are beautiful. But they still have the right in our time to love a different sexuality, to offer yourself without barriers, to want to belong to a man or woman without limits, love to suffer from a person's hand voluntarily. This is also the open-mindedness, accepting the sexuality of the other if it does not involve vulnerable people.
If now you keep reading this article, you are warned…
As you know, with my wife, we share our sex life in 2 periods, one where I'm the limitless maso subject to my wife Amantelilli and another where she's “my slave” where I can use it officially whenever I want. Just below is the kind of Rough sex and sexual submission that likes Amantelilli.
To say that I can use my wife as I wish is not quite true. In fact I make love or I fuck Amantelilli when we all want to 2. Indeed it is unimaginable to want to take my wife at night or in the evening before sleeping under pain of divorce 
Similarly in the morning when you wake up it has to happen 5 times a year max. Same at certain times of the day it is better to avoid if you want the day to go well ! You will understand it is better that I adapt to Amantelilli. My wife is not submissive, neither in the SM sense nor in life. Don't you dare ask her to wear a particular outfit you are going to get received or if she does, she'll be a lot of grumpy. She is much more docile with her lovers than with me and she accepts many more things with them. And it's not to displease me quite the contrary. Nevertheless I am lucky enough to be able to fuck her manly because she loves it, to be able to spank him only with his bare hands, to be able to strangle her a little too with her hands, and some slaps not too loud. She also likes deep throats falsely forced. So I'm lucky to have an exceptional woman who accepts all this ! I also like to offer it in gangbang a little hard, or in murky situations like porn movies for example. As she likes it I can do it and it's very exciting. It's great because I love all these practices !
To be very clear in the message, all the videos and practices that will be described from now on are not practices that’ Amantelilli fact or loves.
I started my sex life as a Dominator even though today I switch for our pleasure at all 2.
To begin with I will say STOP to the conventional wisdom about THE SM and the BDSM. everyone, at his level, can play that, with its own limits. No outbids there too let's be open. A woman with soft handcuffs and whipped with velvet straps does a BDSM session just like the slave who gets marked with a red iron (It exists). Just that these 2 examples are not at the same level of evolution. Here we will not necessarily talk about these practices, which are nevertheless sufficiently codified.
I will talk about practices that are less codified and more “border line” in people's minds.
My Dominating side never left, but it is impossible for me to let him express himself fully because I am with a woman who is neither maso, neither submissive. I want to make a number of points. I'll explain the practices I'd like to do or that I like. Let's be clear. I have lots of ideas in mind and I tried to find videos or photos on the web to illustrate these practices. and by no means the other way around. I don't need porn to inspire myself on practices. I have practices in mind (Too much) and I see on the net if I'm alone thinking about it and if I find videos, photos, articles to illustrate these topics.
I recall that we are talking here about games between consenting adults, volunteers and loving it. I know a few women in the libertine milieu who also “bathed” in the sm middle very hard. I won't quote them here because I didn't ask them for their permission but if they read this article they will recognize themselves (private joke : long live the greenery ). These women have extreme practices that excite them, hurt them, they cry and make them enjoy. Another important point. To play these games that can be dangerous to health you must know a minimum in human psychology but also in anatomy. Knowing and knowing the risks when you hit someone or when you make compression points is necessary so that it doesn't go wrong..
At the outset, there's the intellectual side. I like to humiliate psychologically, physically a woman. Degrade it. Reduce it to the state of nothing, to be useless, non-existent only to be used, exploited by men for their pleasure. Consider it as a commodity with defects. For example even if I find her breasts beautiful, I'm going to denigrate them, telling him they have a filthy shape, they make you want to vomit, in short physically denigrate the woman to play on the psychological impact. Attention the goal is not to destroy forever the confidence in her of the woman because it is something very hard to build and in our society it is often something difficult to acquire. That's why before playing these kinds of games you have to make sure that the woman is strong mentally and psychologically otherwise it's a disaster.
There is also the humiliation by the degradation. Pissing on the woman, He spit on it, make him drink urine, make her pee on her, make her vomit on her in really forced deep throats or with fingers at the bottom of her throat, all these repugnant practices to bring this woman back to be more disgusting than a trash can or to serve as a public urinal. Not to mention anulingus to a group of men. For some women it makes them crazy about the excitement of being treated like this, to lose all pride, all dignity. I love spitting on a woman's body, about her sex, his anus and especially his face. As for the anulingus I love it.
Then there are all the actions on the woman's body. Strong slaps, spanking leaving traces, exhausting strangulations, blows in the stomach, on the breasts and flanks, In short, using the body to make marks whether using whips or with bare hands. Some women like to serve as Punching Bag.
On Twitter I met 2 women who like to expose their brands, loving degradation and blows. As they are actresses and they live from them I will quote them. Don't judge them, their different sexuality makes them beautiful. It's all about Kaitlyn Katsaros and, above all, Lolly Mai who with his man form an amazing couple. Again, some women are sometimes very proud to show off the marks they received during a session.
Finally there is also the fact of offering a woman to men in an extremely violent gangbang, mixing forced penetrations, incredible physical dilations of sex, anus and the masochistic submission of women as Public Disgrace Extreme. Bring the woman to the point where she no longer struggles and accepts all bestiality by loving it. It's really something that I love, the pinnacle of Gangbang, humiliation and degradation mixed.
I had the chance to know and practice some of these games before I met Amantelilli. I remember when I was 20 years of an older woman (she must have been 50 years old) and his pleasure was to get hit in the stomach violent. I did it with the experience of my youth but it was not enough for him I was too “Nice” for her.
Her husband gave me a demonstration and the wife was on the edge of enjoyment with every blow in the belly; often she ended up kneeling gasping to the limit in a trance. She explained to me that it excited her both by the pain and the fact of having the breathless that made her feel under control. It has a name now it's the Belly Punching. It's a practice I really like.
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I think your article is excellent, very informative about the BDSM world globally and then it's beautiful when you share your feelings, your experiences
Thank you very much !
Very nice testimony !!! I think in life , it is necessary to find sexual fulfillment it is important and fundamental for the survival of a couple , even though practices can sometimes shock sensitive souls, you tell it well and you do it well , there is always a background of benevolence concealed by your erotic acts.
Thank you for this 15 minutes of authentic reading !!
Kiss has you two
Greg from Cleoetgreg😉
Thank you so much for your kind message.
Even in the hardest and hardest acts benevolence must be present because it is what allows to evolve desires and fantasies.
Thank you again for your words !
You just gave us a nice confidence and I just discovered some practices that know what the future will have in store for you both that yes you have the chance to live with a wonderful woman and who has character thank you for this article
Thanks for your comment !
indeed I am very lucky to live with a woman like mine !
Very interesting and above all we feel as usual for you both honesty and frankness. It's rare a word so free and it feels good to read.
Thank you !
Yes candour is necessary in a couple as well as free speech even if it is not always easy !
“Okay, let's stop 50 shades and move on to the real world” That's what I told myself when I clicked on the link of your ticket…
Then, I read the disclaimer … I thought,, it's going to hurt.… So I prepared the vomit bag …
In fact, I knew all the practices, there are some that are part of my fantasies …
So I was going to say to myself bof this ticket, and then I saw a part of you, a part of you, something to you that make you who you are and stuff about you that make who you are! And that honestly is great!
It is simply a pity that an insignificant catalysing social nose poop (pigeon) was the origin of this ticket, that should have happened a long time ago, that already existed on your blog, and who should come back more often…
in brief … Thank you for your ticket and let the droppings slide on you as they would slide on the body of a scato!
Thank you for your reaction.
it's more a part of me in this article because it takes up practices that Amantelilli does not like. Some of these practices are dark and border line but this is part of me and I fully assume it !
I could have addressed these topics earlier but maybe I had to have reached a level of serenity and 'I don't care about the eyes of others” enough to write it 🙂
I don't normally have to be constituted because your article is not disturbing, for my part.
It is very important to always remember that practices are dangerous and can literally endanger someone's life or leave scars for life when it is not well practiced.
Some practices cited I love them like breath play. I love being strangled so much and I love it even more when penetrating but not any, during the.
I don't have your experience, so I don't quite know yet what I like about what I don't like. I've never had a blow to the stomach outside of a whip or martinet.
I know I loved wearing brands more than anything. Watch the different shades of color they take as the days go by until they completely disappear.
I didn't like it when they were gone because I no longer had that physical attachment point of my submission. Memories are present but it was such a great joy to have physical proof that everything was real and that I had really lived it.
The marked body is a body that belongs. Carrying the traces of his Dominant/Master is not there, the best proof of our belonging ?
If I like humiliation, humiliation on the physical is pretty hard because it requires as you said a real psychological strength and a real self-confidence that I do not possess. So I know that even if it's “a game”, I would be greatly affected because my mind will constantly ask if the words are true and let's not forget that words can be very powerful.
You're the first to talk about wanting to make a woman vomit during deep throats forced. This is something that can happen to me because I do not possess the skills of your sweet in this field. It's a real haunting for me because it's something I have no control over…
I would love to practice the golden shower but not with anyone but with the one who owns me. I'm not ready to drink yet but I would love him to piss on me because it's also a form of marking. It marks, he soils his property because it shows that it has his own and that he has all the rights over her. I think it's mostly the symbolism of the gesture that excites me because I like all kinds of possessions on me, a need.
Making me spit on it is perhaps the most classic thing in your writing 🤣.
The rose leaf is a practice that I like a lot but still and still not with anyone.
I don't like to be loaned, memories of a night when I was the toy offered to anyone who wanted it. The evening went very well even if I did not like I still tried for the pleasure of my old master but after my submission it stopped because I was abandoned.
Since that day, the only men who touch me are the ones I choose and even in my submission it is a limit not to exceed. I choose who plays with me, I need this control so as not to sink into psychological suffering that I cannot control.
Since that moment I have a need for possession, belonging and exclusivity quite important because I need to be reassured and protected to be able to just let go and abandon myself.
You see I'm not as strong psychologically as one can believe and this kind of relationship puts a person so naked that to give up fully you need a confidence in the other absolute.
Thank you for sharing and I hope you find your ideal submissive. It must be something fascinating to see the dominant sleeping in you, waiting maybe…
Thank you really for your touching testimony of sincerity and it is an honor that you book yourself as well on my modest blog.
Many things appeal to me in your story but there is an obvious need to belong to a Master concerning you. You are a raw diamond that has yet to be shaped and I hope that your future Master will not make a mistake because it would be a waste. You have real potential.
When I read that you love Breath play games by being sodomized my eyes sparkle 🙂
That for you to spit on you is a non-shocking practice that stirs my senses 🙂
I fully understand your need to belong and as you say so well the basis of these games is absolute trust in each other.
I sincerely hope that you will find your alter and go that will allow you to flourish in your sexuality ! One thing is certain whoever knows who will own you will have a lot of luck.
Thank you again for your testimony.
Thank you for this beautiful response❤
As I told you, it's nice to be able to express yourself with people who know what they're talking about. Few people understand all the sensations and emotions in this kind of relationship.
Thanks to porn I could see that the stranglement during sodomy allows to dilate the ass. fascinating… and the two together I take a total foot. I have this need in anal to be strangled even though I also like the practice off penetration. The breath play is very exciting but I'm not going to put my head in a plastic bag. I prefer it when it is the man who realizes it with his hand or object that requires his grip. Always a need for this male domination.
Regarding the fact of making it spit on as specified it is the most basic thing of your writing and I imagine very well on knees, a hand grabbing my hair, to spit in my face followed by a slap… I ramble, blame your wife with her visions of manly sex… 😅
I hope I've found it, I hope to be able to grow and grow. My desires and needs are immense and there are so many possibilities to explore.
Hello. I'm not shocked either. I like when it's a little brutal also I enjoy more and… I give myself more, delivers me more to the desires of partners… Want to try a lot of things seen in your article. Except vomit aspect. Rain of gold attempted…multi penetrations also and yes breast game…
I hope we can meet. Be your wife's TV partner…. Oh yes… My husband likes to see me delivered a while before joining us. LILI would like with him in the group….
Kisses
clear.
Thank you for your testimonial.
Everyone evolves at their own pace and you have to be able to let yourself be carried away by events and your desires.
Kisses
Karanja,
Great your article well written and with very good explanations for the uninitiated. I found myself in several of your examples to have lived it and live it with my Flower example I manage to make her enjoy only by spitting her and so am at 100% Agree with what you're writing. But we talked about it. Thank you for your text
Kisses to Lilli and you
Thanks for your comment !
You always have to think when writing to those who discover this world ! This can sometimes be “confusing” 🙂
Hugs to you 2
Good evening Mrsirban,
I devoured and enjoyed this article (the first one I read from you… being rather an assiduous reader of Lilli's blog…).
… in my defense, I didn't know you also had a blog !
I found out your “dark side” that we each have in us… I assure you… I also have one !
Dominance is something that also tickles me but I don't know how far I would be able to go !
I have read and read regularly the “divine Marquis” and was not born from the last rain…
I know that in BDSM pain and pleasure are mixed… the pleasure of giving and receiving is there !
I wish you that one day “planets be aligned” so that you can meet the one that will allow you to live your desires in total !
Today I can confirm that you have a wonderful woman by your side !
Good evening to you and naughty kisses in Lilli !
Thank you very much for this comment and these clarifications.
BDSM is a world that is both intriguing but also very rewarding when it is practiced with intelligence.
I wish you to flourish in this field !
Thank you for your sincerity.
I am your blog and that of your wonderful accomplice but I had not suspected that you had a dominant past.
There are almost endless pleasures to take and give when you indulge in the practices a little border line that you mention in your article.
BDSM allows you to play on both the body and the mind. And this game is multiplied when you reverse the roles, when you switch ( which is misperceived by purists).
Thank you for this very interesting sharing and this sincere and captivating story !
Thanks for this comment !
Indeed being switch is frowned on by purists.
On the other hand, it makes it possible to fully understand the 2 sides and therefore to be able to take full advantage of it !
Hello Mr Sirban
It's been a while since I'm the bolg and Tweeter of your fabulous couple.
For your question, I think you're still Dominating, to see in the real future context if not to their today's fantasies, example when you say you're not on hard tape.
For the paradoxical side says a reader, it's specified at the end of this beautiful blog that he will have a share 2, text that didn't shock me, having seen a lot of bdsm hard photos (divine bitches, Kink…), in the passage Mona Wales made several scenes of public humiliation in domina and submissive.
Stay the way you are. And don't worry about different thoughts, there is so much hypocrisy that people who love or fantasize about certain practices will never admit it so good…
Southern Kisses
If not on time today *
At this smartphone keyboard lol
Thanks for this comment.
Yes I know I am a dominator a little extreme but without submissive who accepts the intensity of these games
Indeed there will be a second part but more on my submission !
Thanks again !
I knew it. A more memorable article has no doubt.
Thank you for understanding my message.
Since I hesitate on a daily basis between hetero, gay and bi. I just need to find the right male or female partner.…
I'm like you it's complicated to coordinate everything except that you succeeded with AmanteLilli. So blow and enjoy. Southern Bise
Bravo for this strip-to-bare that should not be obvious. I didn't know your narrator skills, but mostly this dominant aspect… Big mistake on my part, for seeing your eyes widen multiple times during your "offerings"
That being said, your story is far from violent ….It allows, ME allows, to find yourself through your practices, to move away from it at certain times, but also want to go to…. and all this writes in a nice way.
Thank you
Thank you very much and I am delighted to see that I am not the only one to have this kind of sometimes extreme desire.
Thank you again for your kind remarks.
Super cool your article ! I'm so excited to read it, it makes me want to be a dominant too.
Thank you !
Hello M.sirban….
This is Paloma,
I leave and I must even say… We leave with Allex ( Lope 26) often
comments on the blog of your charming wife and accomplice..
You are a role model for us, a reference.
We greatly admire and appreciate your games, your joie de vivre, your emotions.
Also today, I come to walk on your texts
thank you for so much beauty, of so much elegance, in your pretty couple,
thank you for making us vibrate with excitement …
Best regards …
Paloma.
Thank you very much for your many testimonials and all the messages you leave us.
It warms the heart and also it touches me that my humble confessions can challenge you in your sex life.
It's always a pleasure to read you.
Thanks again !