[Extreme submission] Ready to become an object

The holidays are coming to an end and it has done the greatest good. With my tender Amantelilli we had a great time, seen amazing things, we have made wonderful memories forever etched in our hearts and minds.

As every time in this kind of holiday we enjoyed the trip more than our bodies. We had an excellent and ultra exciting sexual experience in Maspalomas in the sand dunes. It was the best time of the holidays for me. Otherwise for the rest, not really a permanent sexual atmosphere and hardly more sexual activities than when we work. It's like that when you travel, priority is given to the discovery of the place, marvel and enjoy moments of complicity.

So for us this will make the second year without Cap D'Agde. Anyway with the pandemic our sexual activity “extra torque” has taken a hit since 2 years now even though we have resumed our activities for some time.

(The photos and videos in this article are there to illustrate the different sexual situations of submission that I would like to undergo or that are still at the level of fantasy.)

My sexuality only focuses on my Wife Amantelilli, it is the epicenter of my desire and the flame of my pleasure. As you know I am a pure candaulist and therefore I can not take care of another woman except in the event that the woman is extremely submissive and ready to be degraded, humiliated, destroyed psychologically and physically and again, not sure I'll get there. As you know I'm not bi either so not at all attracted to sex with men it disgusts me to the highest point.

So all that's left is my Wife to meet my permanent sexual needs. Obviously for her it is not the same thing and it is difficult to satisfy. I am an eternal dissatisfied as she says. So masturbation holds a very important place in my sex life. It is daily, I masturbate at least 1 times a day and sometimes without going as far as enjoyment, simply to escape and find the space of a moment this sexual atmosphere. Be careful do not see frustration, this is not the case at all, living with Amantelilli you can't be frustrated (except by game but it's different) but rather a lack of sexual atmosphere and the need to find oneself in an atmosphere of excitement. It is during these phases of masturbation that the evolution of my sexuality is built. Again my masturbation focuses on 90% around d’ Amantelilli, what do you want when you're hooked, when your Wife becomes a drug, everything revolves around it.

Every day I will be able to kneel in front of her and masturbate while stroking her legs so soft or sheathed with nylon and enjoy on her heels like a dog. That would be enough for me to fit between 2 submission sessions or between times I have the right to take it.

When I masturbate tons of scenarios go through my head, rework, refine themselves and then turn into a fantasy and finally with a real need to try. Be careful I did not say that my masturbation was focused on 100% on my submission, far from it. I will say as for our sexual activity with Amantelilli, my thoughts during masturbation are focused on 50% on my submission and the other 50% on domination, luxure, sexual exploitation’Amantelilli by me or by other men.

It's probably this mixture since 2 years that make my sexuality evolve and anchor more and more in my personality. Especially during periods of submission to my Wife. This is where my evolution is most important. I need to feel psychologically destroyed, physically. Yes I need to feel humiliated degraded demeaned and this by any means. Pain also makes it possible to reach this state of degradation. I don't want to have any more dignity. And this I am ready to expose to all.

I no longer want to be a person we respect but an object that we use as we wish. I want to be an object of pain or a sexual object, forced, forced to suffer. Suffer all forms of humiliation and degradation towards anyone, obviously under the control of my Wife Amantelilli who is then the absolute Mistress of my life and the conductor of my psychological and physical destruction. I want to be beaten, sexually abused, physically and psychologically marked.

Mainly there are games only between Amantelilli And me. There too I no longer have any psychological resistance, only my body would risk breaking under his blows, his tortures. Humiliation and degradation are now really part of my sexual needs. Not only the suffering of the maso but also this need for the suffering of the soul. The more I am broken the happier and mad with Love for Amantelilli. There is also the sadism of pain on the body, sex, breasts and anus which are like a need for the search for pleasure in pain. But there is also the perversion of putting the other in a position of weakness, to demean him in front of his goddess but also in front of other men and women.

And this is where the Cuckolding can also of course come in, which is a major piece in this relationship with all these infinite possibilities of play., its share of humiliation against the Alpha Male that represents the Bull. Being at his mercy, be his object of pain or pleasure. In addition to offering him my wife without any limits, I offer him my humiliation, my degradation, my honour, my dignity, my body as a token of proof of absolute devotion to him and my Wife. My limits are always the same in the field of submission : Ie does not disguise me, I'm not a larbin and I don't do scato. Of course I probably have other limits but it is defined in the course of action

It must be understood that when I am subjected, when I voluntarily put myself in the state of a soulless object, the sexual act on me no longer matters. For example asking another woman to suck me will humiliate me because I will not be able to bandage and My Wife as the woman who sucks me will be able to make fun of me. In the same way being forced to make a cunni to another woman or lick her anus will be for me a deep humiliation and extremely degrading. It's the gut just below having to do that on a man. Again sucking another man or licking his anus is an extreme degradation for me psychologically and physically. On the other hand I really need to feel forced to be able to do all this. The highlight would be to be forced, coerced by I don't know what way to be sexually and physically exploited. It's no longer sexuality for me at this point it's dehumanization and especially the happiness of feeling broken. It is the exploitation of human beings for the sadistic and perverse pleasure of other people. There is no hetero or homo here, there is one thing made available for what the human being has black in him in all his sexual perversion.

It is not only deeds that can play a role, but also words., insults especially when they come from my beloved wife, Revered Amantelilli . It's not easy to call the person you love, of unnecessary thing, d’use harsh words, raw and hurting the soul. Yet it is an integral part of psychological destruction for me. In the same way we have all the necessary equipment for my physical destruction at home, whether it's cockring or sex pumps to make my swell painfully, Kali's teeth which are endless torture, breast clips that destroy nipples , the belt dildo and also the fuckmachine to destroy my anus by humiliating me.

Knowing that the thing I have become disgusts my Wife can also lead to a form of excitement. In these moments of extreme games if she prefers other men than me because I disgust her then becomes extremely exciting for me.

I do not know if I will be able to live up to my desires for degradation, but I want to try to go much further than what we are already doing. After, it all depends on’Amantelilli and not only from me. it is she who decides to push the boundaries in all areas. I'm ready.

What is interesting to note is that already many of these desires were present a long time ago. You can see this by clicking on this link.

To summarize this object state, my dignity no longer exists, my soul is broken, my body no longer belongs to me, my life and sexuality are in the hands of’Amantelilli and under duress, by actually being forced, I am ready to suffer everything from her but also from other women or men to whom she would like to offer me.

You now know my 2 bent whether it is the Domineering side (in this article by clicking here) or the side submitted after reading these few lines. So my sexuality didn't “almost” more secrets for you !